The facet of this
life has become more than I can tolerate. We change so rapidly from one emotion
and experience to the next that we don't realize we are riding down a road that
leads us into a path of the unknown. While sometimes this behavior can be fun, where
is our Higher Power? Where is my God? Time to stop and think. I take a look
around and everything seems unfamiliar and new but not necessarily for the
better. I feel empty, there's no real attachment here. I am not surrounded by
love and happiness but by vast distractions from this world.
In the distance
behind me I can hear my Father calling my name ever so faintly. He had been
calling for me all along but I could not hear Him because I was singing the
song of this world so loudly and it echoed back to me. Now that the motion is
not blurring my vision I can take notice of the darkness. I have come a long
way away from home and it's scary.
Upon venturing into
this place I have easily gotten carried away from where I was intended to be. The world
is like an ocean with a vicious undertow that means to lose me in its vastness.
